April in Ohio and it’s hailing
as if to remind me how much I do not know.
Hail Mary, I can’t believe that dread
is what I was put on this Earth for
but it bleeds through me and stains my
sheets like blood through a cheap tampon.
Forgive me, mother, if I’m humorless:
the scholars say hope is a discipline
and the world, God, this world
is so damn unserious.
Fine. I’ll cary an umbrella.
I’ll count my blessings.
I’ll greet the dawn with open hands.
“Hail Mary, I can’t believe that dread
is what I was put on this Earth for”
Aw hail yessssss