The mist arrives, fogs the windshield, crashes the car.
All the long necks of geese measure the same height.
I want to meditate on one thing — the mist, the snow, the will
to change, but bad people call my friends groomers
for existing in their bodies, I who learned to people-please
from men who learned what to do about pretty girls
from great literature. I listen all night to a bleeding highway.
Tires splash around the killed mist, indifference like wind
snagged in an engine. If I could grasp one thing, a pigeon
comes to me. The lilac chest, a pearl beat within, the red eyes
of a reformed demon. Once, I came across a hawk in the snow
kneading its talons into wet earth. It flew as I neared and out
popped a pigeon from beneath, dizzy with life, dizzy with death.
It walked once, twice, then was earth again, purple blooded snow.