Seven Dollars & Eighty-Eight Cents
It’s raining
gray & dismal
numbers, the field
quivering in the runnels
along the windowpanes
It’s April near tax day & raining
numbers detached from time,
a list of last year & the trips
I don’t remember taking,
displacement being general
Eight days, eleven days,
twenty two days, forty seven
days, no journey under a couple
thousand in airfare & nothing
that moved the needle
from your arm, knit
a frayed bone, healed a worn
pattern, softened any referral of pain
or relieved the skipping gouge
in our circular groove of history
Yeah, they’re playing our song, again
& we found ourselves swaying
& shoved by circumstance
& terminology into a corner
until we coalesced
after decades of trying
into a flint-chipped
point of
no

Oh god that is how financial records feel this time of year, like “numbers detached from time.”
It is the w o r s t ?
“shoved by circumstance
& terminology into a corner
until we coalesced
after decades of trying
into a flint-chipped
point of
no”
That ending deserves a Guggenheim.
I accept!