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Eleanor, We Have Put These Difficulties Behind Us

Birds chirping     I feel like that doesn’t happen   Oh wait      They are always      in that tree

How is it already       Early evening       Thin branches  fat green leaves    People below on the street

Demur laughter    Photographer     Someone in a wedding dress   Staged laughter

Fading sun  That light    Magic hour some say

Growing up  I had a best friend      Always said      When I get married     He was the most girl-crazy 

boy I’d ever known      I never       Thought about       marriage          My parents 

Sure they laughed     Some of the time      They also argued   Shouted and were always  worried

About money     Giving money     away to the Kingdom Hall     When they didn’t even have money 

To give away like that    Argued about       Robin and me    Always     problems

With kids      Marriage wasn’t something        I aspired to     My best friend would say   When I get

married I’m going to      have a house on a lake      with boat    Not sure     if that ever happened 

Truth was always there       But finally he saw it      I would never      love God    Like him   

I had a different idea      of worship     He stopped        talking to me   I never had dreams

of owning houses   or boats   Said I’d  be playing bass    Be in a band     Not that I could play bass     

His mom used to make     Spaghetti with butter     for dinner   Sprinkle parmesan cheese 

from        the container     Sometimes I’d lie     Say I could only come over    After dinner   

Not that my mother      was Martha Stewart      Or, anything    Jared sends      me a recipe 

“Hillary Duff’s Cilantro Chicken Soup”     He’ll write a novel   Plotless    Hungry characters  Chicken soup

I’ll write a poem   Fame    Missing ingredients    Life from the bowl’s perspective

Our laughter     meets in the middle of an ocean People can be far away    but not feel that far away

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