I HATE TELLING YOU HOW I REALLY FEEL (Hardcover) Nikki Wallschlaeger

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“This book presents portraits of Mattel’s ‘Julia’ Barbie doll (produced 1969–70 and modeled after TV star Diahann Carroll), bracketed by meme-style language. It’s a good visual companion to Crawlspace. The poet’s weariness with white male supremacy and female labor comes through perfectly in the wry face of Julia: ‘I wish you were a beer/ instead of a colorblind mansplainer,’ reads one meme. In these pieces, as in Crawlspace, Wallschlaeger hits a delicious pitch somewhere between tragedy and humor; her singular first-person voice persists throughout the work, narrating the energy she draws, like a phoenix, from her own exhaustion.” —Iris Cushing, HYPERALLERGIC

“The writing in I Hate Telling You How I Really Feel is, by turns, thrillingly allusive and thrillingly frank.… I’ve had some difficulty deciding how to quote these poems: for example, should the top text and the bottom text be regarded as a separate line? And what happens when those lines themselves contain enjambments? Wallschlaeger uses the format and the grammar of the meme to disrupt the logistics of poetry, to challenge the rote responses of readers to literary texts. I Hate Telling You How I Really Feel raises fundamental questions about what poetry is: is each image its own poem? Or is the chapbook a single long poem? (And what’s the relationship between the text pieces, which preface and conclude the memes, stretching across the inside flaps of the book?) The questions themselves betray a kind of thinking which Wallschlaeger’s work challenges, indeed uproots: they presume that poems have relatively well-defined boundaries, that they are single, separable objects, with distinct and durable forms. But Wallschlaeger’s is a poetics of multiplication and plurality.” —Toby Altman, Entropy

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Description

Full-color interior on 70 lb white
Hard cover with casewrap
8 x 8 inches
36 pages

Publication date: March 15, 2019

ISBN: 978-1-7335294-0-2

I Hate Telling You How I Really Feel is the first graphic chapbook from Bloof Books, originally selected for our handmade series in 2015. By popular demand, we’re reissuing it as a hardcover art book, containing 25 full-color photographs, 2 supplementary text pieces, and a new essay by poet-artist Nikki Wallschlaeger.

A selfie-by-proxy sequence of sorts, each portrait of the Julia doll (Mattel, 1969–1970, after the television series starring Diahann Carrol) combines the ultra-condensed gravitational effect of Wallschlaeger’s poetry, the hyper-consumability of the internet meme, and a Warholian pop-art palette of color, repetition, and cultural reference.

Read an interview with Nikki by Gina Abelkop at Entropy.

Excerpts

Confused friendship with compliance again
All those sad-bloom faces dripping with bunting
I had a nice time so why am I so anxious
It's easy to love someone incomprehensible. It means you never have to apologize.

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