The relative buries me. My old hands along the Turnpike.
I watch snow collect and drop in uneven squares many states
west. I don’t know how I got here. SSRI withdrawals just
for the hell of it. I like to watch my chest detach, shiver
over my life like a flimsy lid. The roiling weather. I read
a survival story of an avalanche. To survive, spit. I give you
my throat because I’m staging something. A cry to win over
all cries, grant me a gold-lacquered disc, a prefrontal fever.
Three payments are made to find my mother’s hips, the great
orbs that thronged me with a name, a terrible panic. I see red
bank statements, a kind of psychic flesh. What is it called when
love turns to fur on the tongue, is it sumptuous, does it taste.
I don’t know what I’m doing here. How did I get here.
Love this,
I watch snow collect and drop in uneven squares many states
west.
Oooooof!
That fur. Wow!
this is stunning, oof